depression sets in......

         those incompetent office clerks have totally messed up my week.......talk about near-idiocy..simple stuff like putting on the correct date for the cheques also cannot do....other ppl get paid on the 24th....my check was dated like tomolo....sucks big time..anyway...my friendster account is growing .growing......

        A moment of silence for a friend of mine....although we have only met for like a few times, Dtk Marcus Raja is truely a friendly person..unassuming and from what I gather...a great father...I feel a great sense of loss for his family...should go to his house on sunday to check whether the body has arrived or not...I believe physical presence says it all....a card will simply not do on these occasions......[sigh].....

         had a great meeting with my altarservers today...finally I can get something done in this Nearthandal church youth groups..:) ..... maybe I should start work tomolo on the choir ..hahahahah....band practice..urghhhh...my boss wants me to practice on those reprehensible patriotic songs again..I hate marching to patriotic songs..except the marches by Sousa...those ROCKS!!!!......I am a band freak so forgive me....

          Love life is still non-existent..I am torn between a short term fulfilment and the inevitable long term ones....am I really that old???.....having a romantic interest in a gal 10 years younger than me leaves me with a bittersweet feeling...can't help feeling like a pedo at times..but is it wrong to have a romantic interest in somebody that young??..I am 28....[sigh] but I am no Michael Douglas...

Of the GHOST of last week past...

okie....so I forgot about my blog..well...here goes my life since I last blogged..last week was a killer week...talk about die-hard delinquents and rude students....being a teacher sometimes is harder than living itself..haih..well...on the brighter side (no hope no life..)made new friends...increased my friendster list (* yeah!!!)....looking at my friendster account really brightens up my day...cos it sorta is like a get-me-up tonic..looking ALL of friends...although the list is far from complete.....but I like every day...enough on my friendster...my mum is bugging me with her dreams again...hmmmm....bad omen? .....on LOVE ( that horrible word)...why do everybody just HAVE to ask whether I got a gf or not...is it THAT important ar? hmmmm? anyway...SUNDAY is another lazy day....Fr Al..said MASS..wonder where Fr Su went..he's been up to NAJU again....really wondering why he still believes in that?